We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

A Shoulder To Die On

from Closed For Season by The Losing Score

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.
    Purchasable with gift card

      name your price

     

about

This song is about trauma. Thanks.

lyrics

I found acceptance in you being sad
For me to be with you I never felt so glad
That you were here and you're still breathing
I got attached to your life as much as the fearing

And you asked if I'd be sad
If you left a note that "it wouldn't be so bad"
You said "if I ended it all tonight
I hope you know it's not your fault, alright?"

What the fuck do you expect me to say?
What the fuck do you expect me to say?

When I was six years old
I used to tear my hair out thinking it would solve
The itch in my head I couldn't quite scratch
And I've recovered since then but I could never go back and now

Maybe that is why I never cut my hair
I'm scared of when I used to tear it out without a care
From all the second-hand stress
I heard the door slam when you left

And you never said goodnight
No, you never said goodnight

And I'm scared that in the end
The remains of my smile are the only thing left
Like a sponge for emotional baggage
And one day it's gonna pile up too high

I'm not the pillow that you take your anger out on to
I don't wanna be the only one who cares
I'm not the pillow that you take your anger out on to
I don't wanna be the only one who cares
I'm not the pillow that you take your anger out on to
I don't wanna be the only one who cares
I'm not the pillow that you take your anger out on to
I don't wanna be the only one who cares

credits

from Closed For Season, track released September 4, 2020

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

The Losing Score Shrewsbury, UK

Noisy alt rock/emo trio from Shrewsbury, UK.

OUR DEBUT ALBUM 'Learn To Let This Go' IS OUT NOW ON COUNTER INTUITIVE RECORDS! Featuring 'Peachy Keen, Avril Lavigne' and 'Junk Sleep'

Pay what you want for our music! It'll go towards affording to play shows, make music and kick butt.

Just [three] guys and we're having a good time, having a good time, having a good time.
... more

shows

contact / help

Contact The Losing Score

Streaming and
Download help

Redeem code

Report this track or account

The Losing Score recommends:

If you like The Losing Score, you may also like: